listless

this is me.
dormant.
motionless.
drifting about as the world turns around me.
so many things happening.
things i cannot control.
just sitting back waiting for the waters to settle,
so i can reevaluate goals, dreams.
trying to become the mother i dreamed i would be.
the mother i want to be.
praying for my little ones.
praying that they are doing more than thriving through this time in our life.
knowing that God promises it will be okay.
that His hand is not short.